My thoughts
were broken by a shrill noise coming from my laptop. The ‘low-battery’
indicator was on. I looked at the analog clock, pinned to the sidebar of my Google
desktop app. 2:15 am. Late again, I thought. I was trying really hard to make
myself go back to bed early for the last week and a half. But, unfortunately, I
failed yet again. Being unsuccessful at time management is not new to me, for I
have been trying to manage myself to glory for the last, mmmm, 15 years or so.
Lakin saala, I am seldom able to follow the routine I set for myself. I read
numerous time-management articles, motivational stories (to bind myself to the
designed schedule, of course), strategic guidelines etc, but it seems that my
inner will to ‘avoid the obvious’ has always bested me. Maybe I’m not good at
planning for something about which I have no clue. Maybe I am the ‘living in
the present’ kind of guy or maybe I am just ludicrously ignorant. Whatever be
the reason, it seems that this problem will stay with me forever and hopefully,
for good.
Anyways, I
can yap about this all night long, but this will only give me more reasons to
stay awake. Hmm, its close to 2:45 AM and I officially have nothing interesting
to do, apart from writing this blog. J
My semester
exams are a mere 22 days away. It’s funny how much I cared about these exams at
the start of my graduation but now it seems as if semesters aren’t that
big-a-deal. Happens, I guess, to most of the guys, ‘how fast’ is what varies
from one guy to another.
I think its
time for me to sleep now. I will be going to Ludiana with my girl-friend
tomorrow. It’s gonna be a lonnnnng long day so getting some sleep would be the
wise thing to do, right?